It has been months ever since i last blogged..soon, i will be changing my blog..this will be all my pasts...a new year should have a new start..i do not wish to cling onto the past especially the unhappy things i have encountered in the past few years.. after i have finished with the new blog, i will inform all of u de..:)
On 31st January, i broke up with him, this is my second time of initiating the break up..i really cannot take it anymore, i cannot breathe at all..i felt like a bird being caged up, with no freedom at all..Besides there is no mutual trust between the 2 of us..he dont trust me at all..what he said to me in the few nights are really very very hurting..i really cannot take it..
the day i initiated break up is 2 days after our 3rd month anniversary..i chose this day as i cannot take it anymore n the other reason being, i want to start february happily..in the 3 months that i was with him, only 1 n a half month i was truly very happy de...sad case right?i was thinking, is it a mistake to agree to patch back with him? anyway now even if he wants a patch, i dont think i want it because i have given up on him already, totally given up on this guy who dont even trust me..
Somehow i would feel that am i very useless?when my friends got any problems, i would always be able to give them advices or suggestions..but when it come to myself...it seems that i cannot do anything at all..lol.. well, looks like i must agree that true love are hard to find..?lol.. However, i must really thank the following people for all the care and concern you all have shown towards me when i really don't know what to do..thanks for all the advices and suggestions too..
Special thanks to(not in any sequence): Candice, cheryl aka calrin jie, lynn, liling, lydia, huai sian, jeremy, jay-bernie, ifan, peifang and many many more...thank you very much..though i have no more boyfriend, i am very pleased that i have a bunch of friends like you guys..treasure our friendship very much..:) Guys..all the best in the new year wors.. :)
Some of the advices you guys gave that i agree totally are: Happy jiu hao and follow what my heart tells me to and many more..:)
JeSsY@ 6:52 AM
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name:jessy wang zhenshan
age:15
birthday:150889
horoscope:leo
sch:amkss
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